So, I spent all day yesterday making the most beautiful poster I could, to remember you by…hard part was when we hung it by your crash site.  I finally realized, I am not ever going to see you on this earth again, nothing I do is going to bring you back.  I miss you Jess.  I wish we would have been closer…I wish we had more time.  But we lost that time, you were stolen from us, and it’s not fair.  I can’t believe how fast life goes.  It seems like just yesterday you were dating my brother and hanging out with my weird random family, the beautiful thing was, you fit right in   I am going to miss your hugs.  I’ll miss coming into church one day and seeing you behind the crash bar with your beautiful smile, and giant hugs.  You always cared how people were doing, no matter what was happening in your life.   Thank you, for being the beautiful you.  For loving everyone no matter what.  For your kindness.  I will forever miss you, until the day we finally meet again in heaven.  I know you are in a better place, but it still hurts not having you around.  I will never forget you Jess.