Today is my birthday and I can’t smile for some reason. knowing that I m not getting a message from you on my phone or myspace kills me. I want to have you back and just say how stupid everything was. I never meant to hurt you ever. I love you so much. I keep thinking about the time we all went to bullwinkles for my 19th birthday and how i came home for my 20th birthday and we danced our butts off and stayed away from the creepy guys and how we looked so good and how much fun we had. I will never take any moments like that for granted anymore. this has shown me how I need to be the best friend I can be and the best wife and future mom( scary) I will take a part of you with me for ever and ever. I miss you and I wish I could share a drink and a laugh with you. I love you and I always will.

Kate B